New Quarter

So this week I started my new quarter, 3 classes, twice a week I have a concept design and scripting for games class from 8:30am to 11am not to bad eh? plus as an added bonus my teacher is a jay lookalike lmao, then on fridays I have a 8:30am to 2pm drawing class that has proved to be fun but very difficult and from 6pm to 11pm a fundamentals of programming and logic class which I have yet to attended, I am awaiting the start of class right now and hope that it isnt as hard as the 2 books I pried open earlier C++ and Java books arent the easiest to understand but at the same time I'm hoping I have the teacher that likes to make funny noises while telling a story or creating an animation on the comp, since its he who has taught me alot of comp history etc, plus he and I have learned each others bs styles and give each other so much crap its kinda funny :P and I get away with alot of crap in his classes lmao, even though its only 4pm on a friday I am sooo ready for bed and yet I dont get alot of sleep, I have to be up early to clean for the missionaries who are comin over at 10 am in the mornin . . . . and kitty is not going to like me being gone so long and will surly be meowing at me from the time I walk in the door to the time I hit the sack and probably long after although I wont be paying attention at all lol, this week has not been the best, happily I met up with kyle this past weekend, it was very nice to catch up with him, 2 years has been a very long time but he hasnt seemed to change too much although I have a feeling that I have changed quite a bit. Also returning home I realized I brought with me a cold and have been fighting it since last sunday, I'm glad to report that it is finally lifting and I can finally breathe out of my nose again :)and a long stressed weekend full of home work will com ense although it is all homework that I am excited to work on and progress on, mostly my drawing and learning how to shadow with pencils etc . . . . . in due time I will learn all :) well it is time for me to depart and send out more resumes to find a job :) I will report back in time :)

Happy Life :)

As always a song :)
In the past month I've started to go back to my religion, I personally cannot stand the atmosphere in the Utah Mormon Churches but I've attended church twice here and the missionaries have visited me countless times. . . . . and something about this area makes me realize I backed away from the religion as a whole and not just the people. But luckily I have some awesome missionaries who have helped me so much in motivation of going to church and praying and reading the scriptures. I can honestly say that this and doing these things have helped me live a better life and a happier life in general. I hope things stay as they have been things are finally as they should be :)

just a lil happy music add

Enjoy

Been forever it seems?!

so a month or so later, lmao wow it has been a crazy month!!!*heres a song to listen to :)* So since I wrote last I started my new set of classes, my Introduction to Gaming Design, Operating Systems and Networks, and Introduction to American Politics which is really just my history class. They are such fun classes although I have decided that my intro to game design class mates are very retarded . . . . although that is a very long story and very in depth and would require a view of our midterm to understand the stupidity of them lol Although in my operating systems class im the only female and I have to say its rather odd but I get my way no matter what, gotta love attending a laid back school but I just finished all my midterms for my classes last week and I'm hoping for some what good grades :P I joined a new social network called Mondelis which is really cool. . . . ask me about it and I'll tell ya hehe, and I also found Kris Wood,. . . my daycare lady from California that I have been looking for . . . for around 11 ish years, we havent been able to talk much but I found that she had another boy after I moved and now eddie is 12 . . . brings a tear cause to me he's still jus' a lil baby but she was stunned to see how I've grown and to know that I am turning 22 soon . . . . It was great satisfaction to both of us that the other remembered the other. . . . and amazingly her husband even remembered me!!!! That was a real shocker but come to find out she had found a pic of me at their house a couple weeks before I moved . . . . I was sooo amazed it made me jump for joy and even cry to hear from her . . . she and apple *husband* look the same as I remember them. I also found an old friend named Tina from Cali as well . . . . although I was more thrilled to hear from Kris . . . she is and always be my cali mom I have a memory of us driving out of Sacramento me cryin in the back seat beggin my mother to let me live with her and I was confident that she wouldnt mind at all. I was quite shocked to hear that they now live in TN not far from the NC boarder, go figure I was so close to them several times and never knew it, I knew I loved the east coast :) ontop of the exciting things that have happened within the last month Kyle got back from his mission today and I am plannin to go to Hurricane on sat to see him and catch up, and also I have started attending church in my local area and met some really awesome people, as much as my life has sucked I have had a great one :) I'm confident that if I die tomorrow I can say I'm not ashamed of anything and there would be nothing that I havent wanted to do. I've lived life to my fullest extent, but that is with a positive look on everything that happens. . . . . I've found that for a while I lived a very negative lifestyle but bein out on my own makes me a less angry person and a happier one. Its been a great couple months I cant wait to see what comes next, I get to go set up classes for the next 3ish months this week. I hope I can get some more classes like my operating systems class . . . I have learned so much from that and my history class that by friday night my brain literally hurts but the things I know from those classes and that I've retained has astounded me. Such as Microsoft's crap and Mac's pros . . . . . and what computers are actually made of . . . . . fyi good info movie pirates of silicon valley . . . gooood info on the uprising of Apple and Microsoft!!! and a general good movie . . . . .also learned that Steve Jobs is quite the jerk! although the things he comes out with are amazing guess ya gotta be a lil psycho. But wow it has been crazy times crazy times indeed, and another month starts!!!! forward I must press and study study study!!! Bounce!

Yay for a new term!

So I'm finishing up my week off from school next week I start my gaming classes, boo General Education classes! Although I finally passed math! now I just gotta get my english nailed down. But I dont care cause I have two graphic classes and one GE! But the hours will kill me 6pm-11pm, and 9am - 130pm, omg kill me but thats ok, I spend more time dinkin around on my comp playin around with stuff now I will be learning more! great great stuffs! I have a job interview this week which I'm hoping will be an actual pay off as a artist managers assistant. Good news is Daniel is back in the states yet I havent talked to him much. . . . go figure but oh well I have been keeping myself very busy hangin with simon and school, yet I got to make more time to get work fit in . . .if I get this job that is. But at night Ive found sitting on my balcony is quite relaxing kitty seems to like sitting out there as well although she gets very scared of the edge but the damn birds keep her wanting to go to the edge lol well sleep is immanent I must crash out before I do it on the key board!

Even longer week

Gah, man this week has drug on like none other, ofcourse its finals week so Ive been stressin over study time and sleeping and actually eating before . . . . . and the nephews and shara and brian have been here since last thurs so had to cram in nephew time :) nothing makes me feel better than a JUJU hug :) it was so cute today while shara the boys and I were at sams club I kept tellin juju I was goin away and would turn and he would bust into screams of NOOOOOOOO JENNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY . . . . . . . cant help but give him huggles . . . . . . although I wish I had time to talk to Daniel, evil Military keepin him tied up in friggin paper work and crap . . . . . oh well I suppose, ugh and my OCDness kicks in nonstop cause I have to have everything in place before I go to bed or it bugs me while I lay tryin to go to sleep . . . . but its very hard to do with four others in my apt *ninja face* one bedroom apt's are nice for one person, even two . . .but five . . wow lol and Madre and Glen are comin down either sat or sun. . . if at all and I really hope they do cause I would like to talk to El Madre. . . .she is so busy these days that I cant really nail her down for a talk more than tenish minutes. . . . . and I really really am missing my puppy sas-a-frasie and my sha-addow aka my gecko tongue girlie lol Kitty isnt much of a cuddler . . . well not til four am. . . .and Jenn + four am = Screaming . . . . . although Ive found I've become a light sleeper and am use to waking up when she comes to curl up in the wee hours of the morning. . . . . at least she doesnt lay on my head and pur at seven am any more!!!! Even though that was cute as hell I dont do early mornings . . . . but on the plus side of this week, I get to catch up on reading, I havent had the time to do any reading since ive been filling my spare time with math equations . . . . .why does X and Y have to be involved in math? I mean really . . . . basic stuff should be as far as it goes lol but oh well got a bit of a history lesson during math class talking about the ancient romans and old forms of math equations back in Caesars time. Was very interesting and forwarded my urge to visit rome one day. Well well I'm heading to bed for a bit I'll write later :)

Has this been the week from hell or what?

Man this week has absolutely sucked! But bright side is things have to get worse before they get better :) . . . . saturday when I was in Hurricane Manda's tire blew after she came to get me but I got to hang with her and brandi and two of the three cutest nieces ever! Danielle being the third of that trio :P . . . they are so big! although being in Utah fumes a hatred in me that burns like no other, I dont exactly know what it is but once I cross that border I wanna turn right around and go back, beats me but I'm not one to fight it feeling. . . . only reason to go back is my dearest of friends and nieces and to visit Gina . . . I feel quite lucky to be able to talk to her although I do feel a tad insane when I do. Last time I talked to her before I moved I asked her to watch over daniel . . . . not more than a week later I heard from him . . . . Gotta love army boys fyi lol . . . I'm lucky to have her watching over me and him on occasion. . . . . Lets just home he gets home soon before I kick some royal army butt! but on with this week, no work monday so tuesday as I go out to the bus stop fyi I love the bus :) no worries on driving and gives me reading and music time double decker bus's on Sahara are awesome! I love watching the strip as I go to work. . . . Reminds me that I am never alone out here :) . . . so I get to the median crossing the street as I step onto the median I figure out half my foot did not in fact make it onto the median and I go toppling back injuring my ankle and laughing hysterically at my idiocy as a guy in oncoming traffic breaks to a halt freaking out thinking I hit my head and watched me as I repeated I was fine and limping across the rest of the street. It was quite funny I say but I think I scared him bad cause I was laughing at myself. So I take two buses to work one up my street that takes me over to pecos and on up to sahara then sahara over to durango where I walk the rest of the way ofcourse half way there I get sick to my stomach and turn around to go home. . . . . the remainder of tues, wed, and most of thurs I was puking due to a virus Shara brought back from "The North" . . .growl lol. . . and go figure today as I get up to go to work . . . my bus pass has expired . . . and I have to wait for school to deposit my funds. . . wonderful fun filled week! Although on the plus side I got registered for classes and I get to start my gaming stuff next quarter! Boo GE's! Thankfully it is almost June! June = Daniel being home soon, and daniel home = his butt coming to see me. . . .at least I hope. . . .and July = JESIKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR comin to see me! Blast Cuba! Although on the plus side Cuban Cigars! lol Ahg! and go Epic Fail on the end of the NCIS Season :( Sadness! for sure! Not to mention how they ended it leaving me going wtf! Although Go nemmy being 3 seasons behind and calling me at 10pm freakin out at the season . . . . aaaaah silly nemmy go figure one of my best friends at the moment 's name is Shawn. . . . so ofcourse I have to nick name him to separate the friggin seans in my life! oi! Yay Sean Radar is still working :) Gah its only been since Monday but I miss my nephews! Worlds Bestest Nephews = JUJU and MIKIZZLE! :) but I get to see them next week, . . . I love that they are this close now. . . although I have no reason to go to NC any more humph . . . . NY it is! lol So I'm planning a trip to Disneyland . . . . . with some friends . . .21+ lol should be fun right? . . . gonna be very interesting but most my friends that I want to go have kids so . . . . yay single . . . ok well. . . . yay childrenless friends! Partay in Cali Next year! woohoo and after that either Italy, France, or England . . . . yayness im pretty stoked for it although I am also considering gah, forgot the word but go study at a school outside the US :P . . . yea. . .My school has one in France so im wonderin how much it'll cost. . . . although I'd never see Daniel. . . ok well not for another 3ish yrs . . haha. . . . but for now I am loving being away from everything, having it just be me and kitty . . . . although she loves it cause of the crazy birds that are around my apt complex. . . . they like to dart at the window and wow does she freak! . . . . and she tried to play ninja with the newspaper I had on the floor to protect the floor from a shelf I was glu'n together. . . . was pretty funny to say the least. . . . . . . . Well I'm going back to watching movies, finally got Valkyrie so must watch it as many times as I can, best movie I've seen in a long time. . . well ok I loved Angels and Demons good book too fyi so is davinci code . . . . .I've had too much bus time lol. . . but X-men origins . . . . greatest . . . and Valkyrie follows right behind :) JAJA well off to my personal movie theater :P lol

Utah?!

Oi-Veh! So Sat, my madre comes up to see me in vegas blah blah blah yea, so were sittin watchin NCIS marathon and she says, hey? wanna come up for the weekend? Im like sweet action hotness! I miss friends so I'll come and hang right? wow what a weekend!! so super speeding packing I forgot extra socks and totally ripped my fav pajama pants so I gotta sew it up like mad tomorrow . . . . . . . . But non the less I got to meet the new puppies Snowflake and Reggie :) but I also got to see my Sasafrasy and my shaddow girl :) I miss my puppies but Im soooo missing my space and my kitty . . . . . Im freakin out a bit not use to leavin her alone she's probably pissed as hell. . . . . . But I got to hang with Zack Drewbie Jillian Manda Brandi Tashlee Audrie and misc fam members that were randomly in town so its been somewhat productive, just got to memorize work stuffs and do my math homework! so yea, well I'll be back later toodles for now!

Holy crap!

What a week and a half! Had my College success midterm last week which was a debate, although the events that occurred in that class make me laugh and think that the teacher and I get along all to well. Week before last when she gave us our assignment to do research on it, I asked if we would be docked for violence against the opposing team which a chuckle, this past week in class as we finished up our research in the beginning half of class my teacher looked over to my group, me and one girl being the cons, and the two sitting next to us were the pros. . . .and she shouts to them keep all the sharp objects away from her as she pointed to me, I could do nothing but laugh hysterically, yet not 10 minutes later she me and another girl were talking about barbies and our dogs chewing them up. Quite fun I'd have to say although morning Math classes are the pits! On the plus side on monday I landed a job, Commission only but hey! its something, come tuesday I nailed down a second job by whim. . . . to start I have to get my insurance license so for the next month or so I'll be working the first job and school til I can get the funds to do the insurance schooling. So if you need health or life insurance lemme know! I'll hook ya up, and for the job that I am currently doing is helping people who have back taxes file a worthy amount to the IRS and settle the debt. FYI I know tooooooo much about the IRS now and would like to jab them in the eye sometimes. For example if I owe 6000 dollars in back taxes by the time I pay it off to them I'd owe another 12000 dollars in fees and penalties, im like OMG! never ending circle but im learning the ropes fast and the angles ;) so also if you are having IRS issues lemme know too lol. . . .gotta love learning something new right? . . . well off to bed I go lots of sleep to catch up on I'll post again tomorrow with more detail of this past week, I had nephews over! Woohoo!!! Toodles!

whew!

It is Tuesday already! wow amazing, it has been a long week, with goin back to hurricane for my nieces bday and to visit friends. Also figured time in to go to the doc, wow I'm grateful though I actually got sleep! Alot of it. I got up'd on my anti depressants, muscle relax'nts to help my shoulders and headaches, and painkillers to help my knees. Man I have not felt this good in ages. Although I have alot to worry about I dont feel so down about things, I've got an exciting week ahead of me! Daniel should be home soon and Shara, Brian, and the boys are on their way back to Utah, and are comin to visit me soon! I've found this amazing song called All the Same by The sick Puppies its quite amazing to listen to. But anyways :P long week and things are looking up :) although not having a job puts a damper on that but I do have interviews to be set up when they call me within the week, mostly with insurance firms . . . we'll see how that pans our right? haha Jenn as a law firm manager . . hummm dont see that but hey if it pays the bills im all for it. Cant complain too much hahaha well its bed time for me gotta get some sleep :) school in the mornin and instruction giving to shara after :)

Oi-vey!

Monday morning, 2:13 am, and I am awake, I swear this Insomnia think is gettin worse by the week, although today it is simply I cannot sleep, usually its a pain in my shoulders, neck, or knees and today im painless per say. . . . . although I ask myself. . . . . is it my pure addiction to NCIS that is keeping me up? As I started drifting off to sleep around midnight my brain jolted me awake in wonder of what happens between the end of the first season and the end of the second season of NCIS. . . and over the past week I have had nothing more than a pure infatuation with the series. . . . and odd, or un odd depending on how well you know me, I have developed a crush on the one and only, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Special Agent that is lol. I dunno what it is, the guns the interesting humor, or his way of going after what he has to, obsessing about it until he gets it . . . . I do know, I like his protectiveness and loyalty to his friends and thos he loves. . . its very facinating although I have been very disappointed in the past 3 seasons ends although I kept going back for more. . . . I suppose I have to watch the entire series from start to finish instead of jumping around . . . . . but one thing I love the most is the humor in the series in the middle of a horribly terrifying event something is said to make ya laugh, although the gibbs slap is probably my favorite thing makes me die laughing every single time although the "atta boy" moment I remember distinctly when I saw it because I kinda stared at the tv feeling unstatisfied that he was not smacked then laughed because it was what the audience was waiting for. . . . lol lil odd observation and probably the solid indicator that I need to stop watching the show before I know too much about it. . . . .but yet, it is too late :) and I've been loving every second of it between Gibbs, Ducky, and Abby the show keeps getting better, although Tony has his funny and annoying parts. . . . and Jenny and Kate had theirs as well as the frustrated to the point of punching the tv moments but still I continue to watch who can live with out "their" series, for most its ER, CSI, L&O SVU or CI, Lost, uhh . . . cant remember cause I dont watch most of them except the L&O ones, and Burn Notice, and WWE . . . . but apart from them NCIS has turned into my MCR of tv, some buddies of mine from a chat side I mod, make fun of me cause they know if I'm watchin NCIS I wont answer them until its either on commercial which is like a min long or until its over, no ifs and's or but's about it which seems to be alot like MCR with me, if their on tv, the radio, or im listenin to a song. . . . .no luck gettin my attention til its over :)

My older nephew JUJU came at a point in my life where I was really willing to give up, depression had struck me so bad, I was struggling to understand things, I felt I had no real reason for being around. I was never able to be me to have an identity of my own. I was how everyone pictured me, I conformed to be what people wanted, and not what I wanted. . . . . Sounds odd I know, but he was the first step in my realization of who I, me, Jenn really is. As the days drew closer when my nephews and sister the only people I had any connection with drew closer to them moving away I felt desperate for something to hold onto. I came across MCR late one night when Jesi was spending the night, I was looking for and outlet of music that I could understand, up until that point my main interest in music was rap. Coming across yahoo's top 100 music videos I found MCR's Helena video I watched the video for a good 6 hrs, repeating it until I knew every word and every movement in the video. At the time I thought it was a crazy video pale white chick raising from the coffin and dancing around, it made no sense what so ever but by then, it had intrigued me the lyrics from their second album first to my knowledge was so violent so angry and self destructive it was like it was an album written by my subconscious. Ofcourse every out cast student has a fantasy of destroying every person in their life who has brought them down to gratify themselves. Even within my closest group I was an outcast and didnt feel wanted, I thought I was the end of the totem pole as it were. . . . the more I dragged myself into MCR the more I thought about the hatred I had festered inside and never wanted it to show. . . the years I had spent pushing it down and away so no one would see my scaring. As the years passed and I dealt with my demons one by one recalling them and casting it out so that the hatred would no longer be mine. When MCR came out with their newest cd I liked it but was shocked at the difference I wasnt sure I was finished with the previous cd's content. . . it was then I realized the meaning to the newest cd, about being hurt but letting it go. I had felt so alone for so long trapped in my own world distorting reality. It was then I started to bring out who I am, I've always been afraid of what others would think of who I am, I hid it so I wouldnt feel ashamed of what I feel, who I feel for, what I look like, and who my true friends are. Sure, now I'm 21 soon to be 22 yes, I do have a tendency to like older guys but I dont care, you cant choose who you like, even if you choose to hide it from others, but who tells the lie there? I do like my hair very short, and usually in a mowhawk, I have my favorite bands name and a character known as fear tattoo'd on my wrist, and I dont regret it one bit, they helped me become who I am, helped me realize I dont have to care what anyone thinks but myself, my true friends will love me either way and the best of them wont judge me. Yes I have a lip ring, it was something I had wanted from middle school and was afraid to even want. . . but in a spur of the moment, concert ticket wining moment I did it and even though I am scared of needles I did it to prove to myself I can do whatever . . . . .whatever I set my mind to all I need is a little faith in myself. And even though I have all the so called "signs" of a Lesbian I am not, I am proudly heterosexual, I like my guys and they like me :) and thus far, I do believe I have the best of friends Jilly, ker of the Jesi :), Brandi, Amanda, Zack my not so obvious gay *I'm his wanna be lesbian* I have the best nieces and nephews in the world, My juju of the beee and mizikey :) Danielle yes one n :), and even though they arent blood they are close enough Tashlee and Audrie. I have to say I have changed a great deal since graduation it took me 3 years to figure out what I want to do with my life and I'm in no rush, I have my whole life to look forward to and too many ambitions to fulfill. I will by the time I die, learn to speak Italian and french. I will have lived in New York, Paris, London among other places in england, Rome, and Sydney. I will learn all there is to know about mythology in various places and visit many of south america/mexico's historical spots as well as, as many WWII historical sites I can. Eventually I will meet Gerard and Mikey the last two members of MCR I have not met yet. I will eventually meet A7X as well, I have no intention of backing down to anyone. I am no sweet little girl never fully have been. I am although a very protective person, if anyone screws with me or my friends or my nieces or my nephews my . . . . well what I can stand of my family I wont go down with out a fight. Never will they be what I was, I know the pain I know the dark thoughts. Anyone who messes with them, has messed with me. I'm not one to me trifled with unfortunate that some have learned that from experience. I suppose I see the light into why I have a not so secret crush on Gibbs, I am much like him, minus the gun, he has the vengeance of the devil much like myself but love for those who are close to him, I wish, I had a protector like him in my growing up years, someone who would have protected me when I felt unsafe much like Gibbs does for Abby
I could have had it worse I guess but I wouldnt be the person I am and the protector I am if it wasnt for it, well at this point I'm certain its time for a doctor, higher anti-depressants and something to cure my nonstop insomnia. . . I hope this weekend for sure we'll see . . . . I'm off to watch NCIS

too early on a friday monrin

some would call 2am late night, I see it as an early morning, I seem to have developed a bad case of insomnia since I've lived alone although I'm not sure if its so much time being alone or my new addiction to NCIS. I cant stop watching it, . . . although I have much to catch up on . . . . 5 seasons lmao, or the fact that Hurricane is fading from my memories. . . . . I dont remember off the top of my head my last memory there, thinking longer and deeper into my memories I scramble to retain them but I do believe I have become completly detached from everything and almost everyone there. I miss my puppies although going back next weekend to see them will really cheer me up as well as the fact that this sat Daniel leaves the middle east for his base and thus allowing me to talk to him more . . . . I swear deployments suck 9 months, . . . . 3 chats all lasting less than an hour . . . . frustration much? Although that would explain my frustration at the show, NCIS, although watching all the episodes with main characters leaving or getting switched out etc isnt a good idea although I still love it. . . . sadly I havent been able to be willing to give that much time to my math class although I am passing thus far, I do enjoy my College Success class, but I do talk wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much in that class . . . . . . between the teacher asking me what Ithink of something she and I take up about 90% of the 4 hr class lol but a 6pm - 10pm class . . . wow sucky my brains tend to let go around 9-11. Other than a boring life alone, nothin much has happened other than an interview im not expecting a call back on and bein made a mod of a chat site jilly and I are on. . . . sad. . . . I had hoped for more but until I find it I must get some sleep in the hopes that I can be kicked out of my insomnia and the pain in my knees and sprained ankle to get better. Night all

I am starting to resent mondays

Never had much not to like about mondays but man I am startin to hate them. But after a awesome weekend like I had I suppose I cant complain too much. Jilly came to visit friday night thru sunday afternoon, on Sat night we went to see Avenged Sevenfold in conert at the Joint in the Hard Rock hotel. It was sooo amazingly fun, making it my 9th onert I have only a short list of bands that I am wanting to see. Jilly and I also managed to score The After Party tickets after the concert, but to our disapointment it was a 21 + party, and she is only 20 til julyand so we did not get to party with them but there will always be another a7x party ;) But today seem to just knock me down a knotch lol. . . . . ofourse I got absolutly no sleep what so ever last night I tossed and turned for 4 and 1/2 hours before giving up and watching my newest TV obsession NCIS I loves me some Gibbs lmao go figure its based off the Naval base Jeskier is stationed on, and often talks about the base that is only 4 hours south of her were Brian is station, Lejeune :) so with no sleep I ripped myself apart from NCIS around 8:30 this morning to drag myself down to the bus stop to go to school, still wide awake, ofcourse in class is when my body finally gives up and falls asleep ontop of it I left class early to catch the bus to go up to an interview, Go figure right as I step off the bus across teh street from where I am to interview my phone starts vibrating from my backpack, before I can get to it they were sent to my voicemail, soo yea thecalled me to reschedual my interview, go figure they call when I finally get outside the building. Then I have to drag myself from bus stop to bus stop where I fell asleep twice while waiting for the Greenvalley pkwy one. Just my luck so tomorrow instead of bein able to sleep in I have to peel myself outta bed to drag my butt up to the interview, but all in hopes at the moment :) Well time to finish RAW and pass out so I get pleanty of rest for tomorrow

Too many days in and too many more to go

Just another manic monday eh? Go figure I was ready for bed at 11pm . . . .but got sucked into NCIS and finally pulled myself away around 2am, leaving me with limited time to sleep before my lecture in math class. There is nothing more thrilling that having an teacher blabbering on about signtific notations and blah blah blah. . . . . . . luckly I got out with out anymore homework, and yet I'm one of four students that actually turned in our assignment today, Go me! Glen came down yesterday though brought me my toaster, can opener, blender, table etc. yay it almost looks like an apt minus the empty boxes. Although I get to go visit Hurricane for my lil niece Audrie's 2nd birthday, aaah I love niece and nephews terrible twos :) I get to help and not clean up! lol Nothin better than bein an aunt, and yet in two weeks I GET MY NEPHEWS!! all the time whenever I want :) im soooooooooooooooooooo stoked, I've missed my boys. Well time to go read my college success class book thingy, and get more sleep before RAW, yay three hour RAW night!

Givin another thurs, Ey!

And there goes yet another Thursday! Really? Good hell, another boring Thursday come and almost gone, all I have left to do today is to sit through a four hour class about college success exciting and riveting isnt it? And what ya gotta do to get a bloody book! Been to the bookstore 3 times and finally nailed down a book for the class. . . . . hopefully not much homework in this one, I have too much math homework already and its only been one day. Well must jet off to class, starts in 10 minutes and cant be late on the first day. . .

Page 8 in this new life

Sad day, spent most of it in my PJ's layin on the couch watchin some Mr. Big and chatting up a storm with some CUSA friends. It has been crazy cold I've had to turn on my heater twice today! Oi! its suppose to be entering summer and I'm turning on the heater. . . . . but hey only another day until I can get out and get something done and hopefully nail down a job, not like I'm accepting just any job lol but ongoes the stress of school and financing school never seems to come easy does it?gotta pay through your nose for the "dream life" but how many of us live it? usually its . . ."on hold until I finish this or that" meh but onward and upward we go none the less. Well im off to comence my tv run of random shows and Mr. Big obsessions :P Ciao!

7days in a busy city

Today was a very unproductive day more or less, yet my first official weekend commences I have not much of a choice than to sit around waiting for the "professional week" to start again on monday. Until then I must sit home patiently waiting for those who promised interviews to call and get my fill of my Mr. Big :) no not the hamster, he again is on his wheel of fun, oi. I finally decided after 2hrs of chattering teeth that I should figure out how to start my fire place needless to say the gas was on to high and it scared me as I stuck the match in and I jumped luckily no damage but a large thud to the floor by me. lol Thus leading me to my firm thought that my neighbors are . . . .ghosts . . . . I seem to be the only one in this building that makes noise except an ocassional door opening or water rushing in the walls. . . . . but im almost certain that I will get a complaint about kitty's erraticness, she jumps loudly on the floor runs from the bathroom to the glass door and has an odd infatuation with pawing my posters on the walls but has most recently found the blinds on the glass door oi-vey! Well so on goes my weekend and my show. Off to put my dishes away!

Day 6 of Vegas life

although I only went out to get my mail I have to say I still love vegas :) I'm getting use to the noises of the night and lights but its so much nicer than the dead silence of southern utah. I've missed the hustle and bustle of a large town since we moved from Sactown. My muscles are finally recovering from over usage although on the plus side I have lost inches although it makes up in weight building muscles. Tomorrow I think I'mma head up to the library see what I can dig up and spark my interest. As well as check out some buisinesses along the way see if anyone is hirin. Although I stayed in today I applied for about 10 more jobs and followed up on 5 others, as well as got another list of government jobs list on order to be sent to me well tomorrow but actually today. This time change has been kickin my butt. I do love this complex cable when I came so I can watch my raw, burn notice, SVU, and CI :) gotta have my addictions. although I am really itching to go and take a soak in the hot tub but havent had energy or time in the same place. Luckly I had the energy to get my posters up so I have my my chem and johnny to see as I come in along with my millions of picture frames I have up lol *see facebook video* well I'm gonna game it up for a half hour before hittin the sack for some good Z's hopefully kitty will join me even though she is mad because I had to give her a bath today lol :) Toodles!

Day 5 Living on my own?

spent today out and about applying and interviewing although after having a very, . . . Abrupt talk with the Cooperate office for the Post office about them forwarding my mail 10 days early and the fact that they just didnt know where my parcels went after being forwarded, amazingly one showed up today, go figure? After a couple hours of walking up and down GreenValley Pkwy I'm starting to gain ground on knowing my way around. While also discovering that my calf muscles are as strong as shara would say, the mother of truckers! :) When returning home I decided I needed to take the rest of the day taking my time doing paperwork and hanging pictures, now I can see my boys everytime I look at my walls and my best of friends, Jillian, Jesikerrrrr, Zack, Manda, Brandi, my cute nieces :) that does include tashlee and audrie although its not official lol, and even some MCR. All in all it was a tiring day and I am slightly burned on my neck and my nose humph I suppose I really am a nocturnal. Sunlight is evil :) but at the same time a sunburn gives the perfect excuse to fill up my huge garden tub and loft for a while, while also listenin to some nickelback, hinder, or the best :) My Chem <3 must jet off, dishes and laundry wont clean themselves!

Day 3 into it

I start my search with reluctance knowing that it will be difficult although my mail/packages that the post office forwarded *two weeks before they were suppose to* including my package from the government about local jobs have not arrived yet and my patience is wearing very very thing. Even though I am a bit freaked out, Kitty seems to be loving it alot more to look at during the day but note never come between her and a pigeon, she will bite lol silly cat. first night went smoothly but I do need more sleep and am debating a nap or an early night and luckily only have 6 or so more boxes to go through most of them need my bookshelves which are not assembled or in utah still. Go figure I forget it and the box with my apliances go me, well I must jet off to the school and get my stuffs done there while continue my job search south of the 215. Bye!

Day 1 in vegas

today consists of unpacking and arranging my apt and letting Helena/kitty get use to her new home, although she is pretty freaked I'm spending my first night sleeping on the couch because I am so wiped from moving and moving furniture up a flight of stairs that now my muscles are rebelling. I am thankful for the complex having cable already ready, and for someone in the area to have un protected internet service lol. Well I will be posting in the next couple days about my progress in my job search and unpacking. I do have to say I LOVE this area! Its in such a safe area but so close to every las vegas attributes!

13 Days until the move

Well I have 13 days till I'm in Vegas, well Henderson all alone. Although I am looking forward to it I am pretty scared big city. I'm really stoked to have more than just a room and so much more privacy and not to mention having to hide stuff from chello although this is where privacy doesnt take hold seeing how she always seems to "know" about them but in the mean time I continue with school and fighting off stress and sicknesses *weird sicknesses* and like most others lack of sleep. But life goes on I suppose.
-Jenn